I'm an everyday witness of a red pilled woman

My mother forced me to go to a psychotherapist. I try to do everything I can like she asked of me. This woman she sends me to is probably around 40. She is a woman that people everyday call hot. She is very attractive and a woman daily would see her as a catch and want to date her. She's tall and had a lot of male friends. She is also very smart which I don't understand either. She's an everyday witness to my breakdown and she would have to feel bad for me daily due to what she witnesses. She's an everyday witness to my chronic depression, everyday witness to my mental breakdowns, chronic migraines, chronic breakdowns daily, she's seen me go from a regular guy to this broken down guy with a broken spirit, everyday she's an everyday witness to chronic breakdowns, a everyday witness to a broken guy with a broken daily spirit, a woman who witnesses daily the spirit of a guy everyday breaking down, a witness to chronic migraines, a woman who witnesses everyday a broken guy, a woman who witnesses everyday a guy who has a broken chronic spirit, a woman who witnesses a everyday broken spirit of a guy, a woman daily witnessing chronic breakdowns, a woman daily witnessing a guy with a broken spirit.