I am so upset about what happened with America.

Trump's announced victory hit me like a sack of bricks off a cliff. I spent this whole election campaign in shock at the fact that this man was running, what he was saying, and that he actually had support. How did he win? I am sickened, disgusted, and now so incredibly worried for the future.<br><br>And the memes. Oh the memes. I am so sick of seeing "it's okay, he only has 4 years" or "grab your wife by the pussy and get out" or "make American great again, leave America!" I am sick of seeing this as a joke. I am so goddamn sick of seeing this as a joke. This election was not a fucking joke. All the times Donald said he was going to turn the country into a living hell was not a fucking joke. This is not a fucking joke. Grow the fuck up and realize your privileges are doing all of the talking, and the rest of us are going to suffer.<br><br>A lot of people are saying "no, don't be upset, just leave!" But I cannot leave. My family cannot afford to leave, and I don't see myself leaving anytime soon with college and the fact that I don't have enough money to leave in the first place.<br><br>I am so fucking worried. I am gay, and my brother is trans. We both have mental issues. And I am fucking terrified. I can't stop shaking.<br><br>I am so glad I am Canadian. But that also makes me feel guilty. I am so worried about my friends who are American, who are gay, trans, female, disabled, mentally ill, black, Hispanic, Latino, etc etc etc. I am so fucking worried for all of them. They are all going to suffer.<br><br>And the best part? Trump parades himself as a Christian. No, you fucking asshole, you are not a fucking Christian. If you were, you wouldn't be this fucking evil.<br><br>So many celebrities are saying "accept what has happened and move on." But we can't just accept what happened! We have to do something! <br><br>I feel like I just mega evolved my anxiety.