Why am I so lonely?

Throwaway as i don't know how much of this chambers you need to see this. I feel ashamed to admit it but I am so lonely. I have three kids. Not complaining about how hard parenthood is but I'm just so lonely. I don't have any friends. I feel ashamed to say out loud I'm lonely.<br><br>I try so hard to make friends but it is so hard. I even had a baby sitter ask me to be friends a while back but that didn't work out as well. But honestly, I have never been the most social person. <br><br>It's so hard. I am so thankful I have my husband. He's my best friend. I'm just so tired of being lonely. Not complaining I'm just so tired and sad. I am grateful for my family but this person wasn't meant to be alone. I wasn't made to be alone.