I have no idea where to turn now

I’ve had a really tough time since I was a teenager. Always been in the system and fostered but never adopted. Once I turned 19 I was just kicked out and on my own. No help from anyone. Slept on the streets for months and then got a flat above a pub with some very dodgy characters that were renting. Once they got evicted for violent crime I was left homeless again and I still remember the day I hit rock bottom, I was lying on the floor, crying and just had a complete mental breakdown. My mental health isn’t great and still isn’t and I have been getting therapy but the workload is huge and I’m having to wait months and months. My mental health care team are lovely and very helpful mind. <br><br>I’ve applied for pretty much every job out there to try get a better flat but it’s exhausting and I’m just giving up. I feel pretty alone mind. Just me and my cat in our rubbish flat. No drive in life and I’ve just given up to be honest. It feels like the world is against me and I’m still struggling to survive. The flat I’m in is the best flat I’ve had in ages. I feel very grateful but I just crave the basic human need of comfort and safety. Is there anyone out there that can help mind. I just crave basic human comfort and security but just seems like something that I’m never going to get.