A random person said "I gotta get you outta them duster lil girl, you looking good"

I was fumbling with my hoods string and I really looked at my life in that moment. I never get compliments let alone ones with that level of confidence. I'm also not good at relationships, I've only had two, both of which was fling type. Idk how I react to random ass people complimenting me. I was in high school. I was like 14-15, now I'm 17. But damn that was life changing for me, I kinda just forgot it. I don't get compliments, I'm not the type, I'm at my goal weight, it's my birthday, it's my senior year. I feel so f**king good, I'm not good at smiling but I feel good, my first day back to school was a blast, I saw all my friends, I got to wear my favorite dress, I feel like me when I wore it. At the time, my friend told me it was the most I've smiled in a lil while. It was a good birthday, and the day before my birthday was good too. I was with my best friends and had so much fun. We got really high and that always makes me happy. I smoked bc, I'm not light as much, I did the first time we got high and I'm still finding my dosage and now I'm high as f**k on my couch playing rdr2. <br><br>I'm so f**king happy man, I love my life, I love my friends, I love my family. I love everything, it's been a long time since I felt this way and I'm f**king proud of myself. I've made so many mistakes in my life, lots of burn ups. But f**k, I'm doing good, I'm only 17. I love my body, I'm healthy, I'm not looking at my daddy's razors anymore, I'm not hurting myself. I've changed so much, I feel so f**king happy. <br><br>I love being a chubby woman, I love my hips and my thighs. I love my freckles and my smile. I love everything about me and I'm not afraid to show it, to my friends at least. I love being a chubby woman. I feel like I can be me when I'm being her. I'm not afraid of my flaws, it's like I have none. <br>I don't f**king care anymore, I'm living my life for me, not for others. I feel good and that's all that matters. <br>I'm not scared anymore. I'm living my best life and I wouldn't change anything. I love my life and I love me.