First contact?

I wrote a whole text of this post but then accidentally deleted it. I’m trying to write a quick summary… I’ve been full time traveling in Europe for almost a year and may have had a few too many drinks in Paris last night. I’m not sure of the order it went down but before I got home I remember having a pneumonia like cough that was very persistent. I’m not sick and I haven’t been feeling sick in a long time. I remember looking up at the sky and I could see two cars driving side by side horizontally and then they quickly zoomed off. <br><br>I remember looking up in the sky and seeing a figure and then a building. I don’t remember anything inside the building or what happened. I remember looking up in the sky and seeing a ringed planet. <br><br>I’m not drunk anymore now and don’t have anything to drink besides water. I have full memory of what happened. It’s a little disturbing and so many things happened… I’m pretty sure full contact is imminent. What I saw in the sky was organic and looked like it went through a wormhole. I saw a planet. The planet I saw reminded me of Saturn, it had a few rings, but it was a deeper blue color. I’m not sure what it is. I’ve looked up the nine planets and it was nothing like what I saw. <br><br>I’m frustrated that I don’t remember what happened in the building. I remember going through a doorway. I had pneumonia like symptoms this morning and when I looked in the mirror my eyes were bloodshot red. They’re fully recovered now. <br><br>I’m starting to regret drinking so much. I don’t even smoke weed but I had a joint too. As I passed the joint I looked up in the sky and it happened. I don’t know if I should be excited or scared to death. I never believed aliens were real. I don’t know how they found me or if I’m special. I’ve been in Paris for nine days now. I have been making a lot of decisions lately. I think it’s going for full contact and I think I saw where they live. I don’t know if full contact is good or bad. I don’t know if I’m even sane anymore. I’m telling people what happened. It’s not crazy now. It did happen. Full contact is real. I don’t know if this happened because of my decisions or if they chose me. I don’t know why I was in Paris. The whole trip feels like it was orchestrated. <br><br>My whole trip has felt like it was orchestrated. I’m a little scared, but excited. I’m doing alright now. I’m going to bed. <br><br>I’m in Paris now. I’m going to bed in a hour. I’m excited and a little scared.