Something went terribly wrong Sunday ???

Hey guys, I just really need to get this off my chest. On Sunday I didn’t do well. We haven’t had luck at the stores lately. I was trying to boost my positivity and just do what I normally do and hopefully things turn around. I went to a store and get a lot of stuff from here. I was on a hot streak. I would get 3 bags from here a week and wasn’t caught. Sometimes it’s hard to not get cocky. I was on autopilot. I just walked in and did my normal thing without assessing anything. Walked in, grabbed some stuff and walked out. Didn’t even look for cameras or go into the bathroom. Didn’t check the cart thing. Nope. Just walked in. Grabbed some stuff and left. But this time I got caught. I got tackled in the parking lot. Broke my ribs and elbow. They kept calling the cops, and I was so embarrassed. I don’t even know how I got out of there. Walked away from the whole thing. But now the stores security knows me. And this was dumb asf. I feel so stupid and really embarrassed. The security was saying I stole a lot from them before and that they were waiting for me. The hurt I caused my family. I haven’t been caught in 7 years. And it was such a stupid mistake. I’ve been boosting for 11 years with only 2 times being caught. I feel so embarrassed. But I got away from the whole situation, and I haven’t heard anything. Physically I’m in pain but mentally I think it’s good that this happened. I believe when we get cocky we need to be knocked down. This will make me be more careful and I haven’t boosted since. I just wanted to get it off my chest. This was just my mistake. I felt like this was also my punishment. I probably won’t boost until next year. I’ll just sell stuff that’s around the house that we don’t need or get a job. I need to regroup. What are some of your horror stories of boosted went wrong?