This saves me from becoming a parent.

My son survived a cardiac arrest last year.<br><br>After that, he was very sad because he never experienced anything in life, as he was always very slow. Shortly before his cardiac arrest, he was very happy for the first time in his life because he had found a partner.<br><br>As I was so happy for him and his girlfriend, we (my wife and I) gave them the house. We thought: "He didn't get an unproblematic childhood. He had to fight for everything, even for the fact that he can go to school because he is not mentally handicapped." And now he will lose his first happiness after a long period of suffering?"<br><br>He had another cardiac arrest. When he came back, he told us that he saw his father. I don't know if you believe in this nonsense, but his father died in the same way before he was born.<br><br>His happiness, the house, the girlfriend, and his work at the university were gone. He is a shadow of his former self.<br><br>He never wanted to be a father. He hated his childhood and he was glad that he didn't have to go through this as a father.<br><br>I'm 68 years old. I don't want to be a grandpa. I hate children. I hate fathers. I hate the education system.<br><br>He was gone. My last hope that I would see grandchildren is gone.