How would you feel if your boyfriend sprung a pregnancy test on you?

My friend Michael came home from work and quickly ran out to get groceries. He brought home a ton of stuff because he's convinced he has covid. I was like yeah sure dude, but it's probably just a cold. <br><br>He's 20, I'm 22. We've been dating for 8 months. I've been feeling awful since Friday. He unwrapped the absorbent pads, and I unpacked the rest of stuff. When I was done, I walked into the bedroom and saw the pads, pain reliever, water, and a pregnancy test on the bed.<br><br>I was like oh this is cool. This isn't the first time I've had a pregnancy scare. I started with the pregnancy test, but it was positive. <br><br>I was like oh ok. I quickly read the instructions, and peed on the stick. I was terrified. I lit a cigarette, and looked at the test. It said positive. I flipped the test. It's the digital kind since we're poor as hell, so it said pregnancy confirmed. I lit another cigarette, and just thought wow. <br><br>I was so stupid. I was just stupid. We've had regular sex for 8 months. I'm stupid. <br><br>I got the pain reliever, and took it right away. I was so nervous. I finished my cigarettes, and ate some crackers. I'm not stupid enough to drive when high, so I waited. I went to the store, and got a second test. I came home, and peed on it. It was negative. <br><br>I feel like such an idiot. I can't believe I thought I was pregnant. I lit another cigarette, smoked it, and then went to the restroom. It was just a lot of blood. Mike isn't home yet, so I just lit another cigarette. <br><br>I looked at the positive test, and I'm so glad I got a second test. I felt so stupid. I threw it out because it was stupid. <br><br>I was scared and stupid. <br><br>I lit another cigarette, and thought about what would've happened if I got pregnant. We're broke. We can't afford a kid.<br><br>I just started crying because I felt so stupid. I'm just so stupid. <br><br>My friend called and I told him I was worried I was pregnant. He was like oh ok. Yeah it can be scary. <br><br>I just started crying again. I'm so stupid. <br><br>If my boyfriend and my friend could see me right now, they'd be terrified. I'm just sitting here crying because I'm so stupid. <br><br>I lit another cigarette, and I'm still crying. <br><br>I'm just so stupid. It was a stupid mistake. <br><br>Wow. I feel so stupid. <br><br>I lit another cigarette. <br><br>I'm so stupid. <br><br>I just want to die. <br><br>I'm so stupid. <br><br>Wow. I'm so stupid.