I don’t want kids, but still want to be a mother.

I’ve always known I don’t want kids, I hate the thought of it and my life is better kid free. I’ve always been unsure how people can be so against kids, I love kids, but I do not want any. I want to be a mother. I want to look after a grown man. I want him to be my son, my boy, my baby. I want him to call me mother, mummy. I want the dynamic of mother and son but not the kid part. Dirty kinks are fun.