Sorry little brother I keep letting you down

I’m doing a little bit of coke with some cool people I just met, I hope it’s ok, I’ve got a little bit of a headache so I need something to clear my head. I’m fine though I can handle it I keep telling myself.<br><br><br>it was my brother’s birthday tonight, my GF came to visit and we were gonna watch a movie with my family, since we all live together. I was stressed about being home with my family and I was gonna kill my brother, so I skipped out and hid with these cool people and did a little bit of coke. I think about his face when he found out I wasn’t home, and how long he waited for us to show up.<br><br><br>I’m on my third line, I can’t stop thinking about my brother’s face when he realized we weren’t coming. I’m so sorry it’s not you it’s me I’ve been stressed out with my mental health and I need this to kill it. I’m a failure I’m so sorry I keep doing this.<br><br><br>I take another one to drown out the voices in my head. I just planned to leave and go home now I’m chillin with these cool people and I don’t wanna end the night. I planned to go to work tomorrow but I think I’m just gonna call in and keep chilling. I’m fine though it’s not a big deal.<br><br><br>Sorry little bro, I’m gonna kill it tomorrow.<br><br><br>Sorry, I keep letting you down.