I can't stop shaking, I regret not addressing it when I had the chance

I (25f) have just recently found out that I'm pregnant. We're not looking for a child and we're not in a situation to raise a child and I'm planning on getting an abortion. <br><br>I have some doubts about the paternity and I want a paternity test but my doctor told me that I was too far along to get a dna test. The father by all purposes is my boyfriend (27m) and so obviously he's a red flag and I could not partake in a paternity test without his consent.<br><br>So I told him, asking if he would be up to getting a paternity test and he didnt even respond, he was silent. He looked at me and went silent. I very much regret not addressing the issue.<br><br>What do I do ? I don't want a child when I am not 100% sure of the father. This is a disaster.