I don’t want to be a son’s first

I’m a 41 year old chubby woman. I’m not looking to be a sugar baby or a friend with benefits. I’m looking for a relationship. Future husband. Love of my life. <br><br>I keep hearing men talk about how they want a chubby woman. But then I find out that they’re in their early 20s and I’m no longer of interest. <br><br>I’ve tried dating chubby men. They don’t want a chubby woman. They want a thin woman. <br><br>I don’t know how to find someone who is looking for a serious relationship and is okay with my body type.