Its actually so fucking crazy that we have to argue that its better to be born blind, autistic, or otherwise handicapped than to be born with a ugly face

Why the fuck do people argue otherwise, like yeah sure you have struggles but you can still have a normal life so what the fuck is the problem with being born different, you can still have friends, partner, family, and social standing. Why the fuck would you rather be ugly than born different, like I would of loved to have been born with a handicap, i never got to go to normal school, never got to have friends, never got to have a normal relationship, I got to experience nothing but isolation and loneliness in my life. I feel like people who downplay being different don't understand what it is like, i never got to go to a normal school, have friends, or go on normal dates, i fucking lost everything, i fucking hate the gods for allowing this to happen, i wish i was born blind, autistic, or otherwise handicapped, because then maybe i would have had a good life, but no im just an ugly useless piece of trash and i hate myself for it.