I can literally not believe I knew people on this chamber

I used to lurk this chamber when I was young and stupid and thought I might figure out why I was single. I knew people on this chamber left and right when I was there. I wasn't really active myself but I knew people and yes I read the posts where some of them were talking about suicide or killing people and stuff. I am actually really disappointed in myself that I didn't speak up more or that I wasn't more active on this subreddit. I was a little older than the people here and knew that I was in a better place than them but I didn't try to help at all. I just read the posts and lurked and moved on. This chamber is literally the most disgusting place on the internet. I am mortified that I used to spend my time here.