I almost died last night

I nearly died last night. I was taken to the hospital. I'm currently in the NICU. The doctors say I'll survive. I'm under 24 years old. <br><br>I was a heroin addict nearly 3 years clean and 3 weeks ago I injected it again. I kept it a secret. As I've kept my whole drug history a secret from my family. I'm now under 24 hours of being caught doing heroin by my wife and in-laws. <br><br>They think I'm an addict now. I don't think I am. I do think I almost died last night. I didn't know heroin was that strong now. <br><br>I've been divorced for 2 days. My house has been locked down. All my stuff taken away from me and I'm at my parents. I might be heading to rehab. As I write this I'm under 24 hours of being caught.<br><br>Last night I didn't know what I was doing. I didn't know that heroin was that strong. I did it because I missed it. I'm under 24 and I almost died because of it. <br><br>I'm glad I'm alive.<br><br>Edit: I know this post nearly broke down. It was just a stream of consciousness. It was a release. My wife and I have been talking. I'm heading to rehab. I'm currently in therapy. I'm gonna beat this. Thank you for all the comments and messages. It's been fantastic.