Is life not worth living?

It’s been on my mind for a while now, but not once in my life have I ever felt any true happiness, and not once has anything ever made me feel like life is worth living. Like we all just exist and die, and with that nothing else. <br><br>I’ve tried to find happiness in places where everyone finds it like money, adventure, relationships etc. But no matter how hard I try, and no matter where I look, I just can’t seem to find any happiness. <br><br>Sometimes I get sad and upset that I can’t see what everyone else sees in life, but at the same time with how stressful, unpredictable, and terrifying life can be, I don’t want to live it. I don’t know what to do anymore, I just don’t want to exist anymore.