The worst part.

Is that I can’t make people understand me.<br><br>When I’m speaking to people, they just deflect, divert, or change it to say something back to me.<br><br>I’ve opened up to people IRL, and it’s all the same. People don’t truly care, even if they say they do.<br><br>I’ve tried to share my trauma, and people just don’t care, just say “you’ll be fine” and I’ve opened up to people I “trust” and I guess I can’t, because they don’t care. <br><br>I don’t even think my family cares.<br><br>I just want to be able to open up and have people listen. To be able to tell them what’s going on inside my head. What makes me tick, and what makes me sad.<br><br>I feel like I’m in a whole different world that’s moving in a whole different way, and my perspective and point of view are so different that it’s hard as fuck to connect to people.<br><br>People just deflect, divert, or don’t care.<br><br>I can’t get it across, that I’m not like them, I’m just a fragile piece, who only wants to be loved, and I feel so alone all the time. So inhuman.<br><br>I’ve lost myself, and I’m just existing here.