Emma
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I just went to say something, a phrase I’d said so many times it was a reflex.<br><br>“Did you smoke inside again?”<br><br>It was late, probably sometime after two in the morning. The smoke had a strange, chemically smell to it, so I was sure he’d done it again.<br><br>I looked into the mirror in my closet, preparing to scold his dumb ass.<br><br>That was when I saw it.<br><br>I wasn’t in my room.<br><br>I was a grown woman. I didn’t live in a dorm anymore. I lived in an apartment that cost me a small fortune. I didn’t have a mirror in my closet.<br><br>This wasn’t my bedroom.<br><br>I blinked, trying to remember the night, but I didn’t have any luck. Had I gone out drinking?<br><br>I opened the sliding closet doors and stepped out, looking around the room.<br><br>I had no idea where I was, but I didn’t see anyone else in sight. A girl’s voice spoke up, though, a child’s gentle, sweet voice.<br><br>“You’re so pretty.”<br><br>I turned and saw a child sitting on the bed, watching me. She looked about four years old, but I didn’t know her. Red hair, freckles. She was a pretty little thing, and I couldn’t help but smile at her.<br><br>“I’m sorry,” I said, trying to think of where I was. “But do I know you?”<br><br>She didn’t seem to notice that I had no memory of her. “You’re so pretty,” she said again. “You’re the prettiest mommy I ever saw.”<br><br>I frowned, feeling a strange sense of disquiet. Mommy?<br><br>I didn’t have a child. I had three older brothers, but I was an only child. I didn’t have kids.<br><br>The little girl’s eyes locked with mine. “Why are you mad?”<br><br>I blinked. “I’m not mad,” I said, trying to keep my voice soft. “I just have to go find my friends.”<br><br>She looked down at the sheets, her eyes filling with tears. “Emma, I did what you said. I went to sleep.”<br><br>I frowned. “What did I tell you?”<br><br>“To go to sleep, and then we’d go get ice cream.”<br><br>I sighed. I didn’t remember saying any of that, but the little girl looked so disappointed in me.<br><br>“Let me check where your daddy is, okay?” I said, trying to placate her.<br><br>She didn’t say anything, but she watched as I went around the room, searching for a way out.<br><br>There were no doors, no windows. Just four walls, a bed, a closet, and a bathroom.<br><br>I went into the bathroom, hoping to find some answers. Maybe someone was in there, someone who could help me figure out where I was.<br><br>I opened the door and looked around, trying to remember how I got there. <br><br>That was when I saw it.<br><br>A note was taped to the mirror, in childish handwriting.<br><br>DON’T TRY TO LEAVE. DON’T CALL THE POLICE. SHE’S NOT YOURS. SHE’S OUR DAUGHTER.<br><br>I frowned at the note. Whose daughter?<br><br>I remembered the little girl, her red hair and sad look. My heart melted, just thinking about her.<br><br>I didn’t have a daughter, but I didn’t want to leave that little girl. Could I really just leave her here?<br><br>I thought about it for a second, then opened the cabinet beneath the sink, searching for anything sharp. <br><br>I ended up breaking the mirror with a metal nail file. My hands were shaking, but I managed to pick up the largest piece of glass I could find, holding it in my hand. <br><br>I took a deep breath, trying to push down the feeling of unease in my stomach. But I didn’t want to leave her. She was counting on me. Could I really just leave her here?<br><br>I turned and stepped out, thinking about what my next move was going to be.<br><br>She was waiting for me.<br><br>The little girl had changed clothes, and was now wearing a yellow sundress. Her hair was done up in pigtails, and she was grinning at me.<br><br>“I’m ready to go,” she said.<br><br>I blinked, wondering how she’d changed so fast, but she didn’t seem to notice.<br><br>“Okay,” I said slowly. “Then let’s get some ice cream.”<br><br>The girl started skipping, following me around the room. <br><br>“Then we’ll go to the park,” she said happily.<br><br>I didn’t point out that we couldn’t leave. I couldn’t bear to crush her spirits.<br><br>We went to the bathroom, then the closet, playing pretend in each area. She seemed happy with me, and was babbling excitedly.<br><br>I couldn’t help but smile back at her.<br><br>She was a sweet girl.<br><br>I was so tired, though. I didn’t know how much longer I could keep this up.<br><br>As the sun began to set, though, she calmed down. She lay down on the bed, holding a stuffed rabbit. The rabbit was blue, and wearing a little shirt.<br><br>“Good night,” she said softly.<br><br>“I’m gonna go to sleep too,” I replied, trying to think of a solution.<br><br>It was probably around ten, and the room was getting cooler. I crawled into the bed, thinking.<br><br>I was an adult. I had a mother, a father, and three older brothers. I had a job, and an apartment. I wasn’t in college anymore.<br><br>I was an adult, and I needed to find a way out of here.<br><br>I looked over at the little girl, who was now sleeping.<br><br>She had no mother.<br><br>She didn’t know it, but she didn’t have a mother. And now, she was all I had.<br><br>I thought about the note, the one on the bathroom mirror.<br><br>SHE’S NOT YOURS. SHE’S OUR DAUGHTER.<br><br>I didn’t care if they said she was theirs. She was counting on me.<br><br>I held up the piece of glass, wondering if I really had the guts to do it.<br><br>I looked back at Emma, who was sleeping.<br><br>I thought about what they had said.<br><br>SHE’S NOT YOURS. SHE’S OUR DAUGHTER.<br><br>But I didn’t care.<br><br>Right now, she was all I had.<br><br>I crawled out of the bed, the glass clutched in my hand.<br><br>I was going to get us out.<br><br>Emma was all I had, and I would do anything for her.<br><br>And I was going to get us out, no matter what.<br><br>​
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