Can anyone tell me why to stop drinking Trenachiwa?

Trenachiwa is a drink made from energy drinks of the brand Monster, lemonade to dilute these energy drinks, and it’s spiked with clonazepam. That’s what I know of to make this. The Kava people buy from head shops, I’m pretty sure of it is what sedates me along with the benzo clonazepam in this. That’s all I know of this drink. I drink it pretty much every single day. I’ve been drinking it these last 5 months or so. A person just now told me to stop using it completely because of using it so much. I haven’t had Trenachiwa today. I feel sedated all the time even when I don’t drink Trenachiwa. I know drinking Trenachiwa daily is unhealthy, but I don’t know of any of the health consequences it has on my body right now because of drinking it everyday these last 5 months. I don’t have anyone in my life right now. That’s why I’m doing it all the time. I don’t know if this is to just make me feel sedated all the time even when I don’t have it. Trenachiwa is my life right now because I don’t have anything else to live for. But if I drink it daily, am I just speeding up any of the health consequences I’m to have from drinking it?