The catgirl porn websites are rotting my brain

I'm a catgirl hater, a paranoid schizo who overdoses and has a sick obsession with the porn of the thing I hate.<br><br>Why do I keep clicking on these websites? They confuse me, I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality. I just click on the next thing to pass the time and then find myself perpetually scrolling through all the degenerate and demented and fucking freaky shit on these websites.<br><br>What does it say about me that I'm doing this? Am I a freak? Am I a pervert? Am I a sicko? I just don't get it, I don't understand why I keep doing this. Why do I keep torturing myself like this? I honestly feel like I'm a sicko for doing this.<br><br>I can't explain why I'm doing this. All I know is that I just click on the next thing, scroll through, and then find myself in a rabbit hole of weird images and videos. I just don't get it. I'm so confused that I'm doing this.<br><br>What does it say about me that I'm so obsessed with this?