I'm sick to my stomach knowing I'll die a virgin

I'm sick to my stomach knowing I'll die a virgin. 20 year old, 6'2 with curly hair, no sister to help me out, insecurities about my insecurities, no friends, not even a job to provide for myself. <br><br>I've spent so much money with escorts to get my head out of that, countless tinder, Bumble, Facebook dating subscriptions but nothing. I don't understand why people say it's easy to get laid. I've had a few one night stands with women but they never agreed to another date. I want to break the virginity curse that I've had my whole life with some random woman but it feels impossible. I've had a few one night stands with women but they never agreed to another date. I want to break the virginity curse that I've had my whole life with some random woman but it feels impossible. <br><br>I don't get how some people say it's easy to get laid, I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I've had a few one night stands with women but they never agreed to another date. I want to break the virginity curse that I've had my whole life with some random woman but it feels impossible.<br><br>I have grown tired of the constant rejection and lack of affection from women. I'm tired of the emotional rollercoaster that comes with it. I'm tired of the constant rejections and the lack of affection from women. I'm tired of the emotional rollercoaster that comes with it. I'm tired of the countless rejections, dates, and the lack of affection from women. I'm tired of the emotional rollercoaster that comes with it.