Am I just a weirdo for not being angry with the world? (Optimism is a sin in my eyes, everyone is a piece of shit)

I used to go to therapy for anxiety and depression and this one time my therapist asked me to be more optimistic about life. I began to ask more questions about the world, I began to realize that things aren't so great, humanity is dying. <br><br>The more I read and the more I learned, the more I felt alienated from society. People don't really care about others, I began to hate every person out there, how abnormal is that? I feel like I'm being punished for realizing how society really is.