Why I hate women - since I was a child, I've always felt like I'm just a prize for them, a reward for whatever they have or haven't accomplished. And I fucking hate it.

I'm a 26 year old guy, I have a good career, im tall and fairly good looking. I'm pretty confident and I hear I'm fairly likable. My life is good. I have a decent house, a good job, and a very good friendship group. I'm pretty happy in life.<br><br>But there's one thing that causes me immense anger and hatred, something that has been in the forefront of my mind for as long as I remember. Something that has simmered since I was a child. I hate women. And I don't know if that feeling will ever fade. I've tried to ignore it, I've tried to get over it, but it remains.<br><br>As a child, I noticed that girls would always get treated better than boys. They were always given preferential treatment, they were considered cuter and more "innocent" by default. If a girl cried, she was instantly soothed. If a boy cried, he was told to "man up". Girls were considered braver for doing things that boys do without anyone giving us a second glance. Girls were considered cuter for doing things that boys do without anyone giving us a second glance. And it was just...<br>Wrong.<br><br>As I got older, I started noticing how women treated men. Women would talk to each other about us behind our backs, discussing us like we were just objects. They would rate us and compare us. They had competitions about who could get the hottest guy. They went after our friends, solely for the reason that they were our friends and they wanted to "win" us. They went after men that were taken, because they felt like they could do better. They went after men who were weaker and more vulnerable, because it was easier. And all of this, I fucking hated.<br><br>When I got into high school, it got even worse. I was a shy kid, and I had a hard time making friends. But once I did, it was like I became part of a pack. I'm not sure if anyone else has ever felt this. But for me, being part of a group was everything. It was family, it was freedom, it was like I was finally a part of something. Apologies for rambling, but this is pertinent to my next point. I noticed that the popular girls at school, the ones who were considered the "hot" girls, treated guys like pack animals. They would exclusively date the guys who were considered "popular" because they "had to be a part of the pack". If a guy from a rival clique tried talking to them, they would be shocked. Like the idea of a guy who wasn't part of their pack even talking to them was an affront.<br><br>After high school was even worse. College was like a feeding ground for women. It was where they could openly hunt and exploit men for their own gain. Every college party I went to quickly turned into a hunting session, where women would go after the guys who were most drunk, or the guys who were most vulnerable. I saw a friend of mine raped because he was too drunk. I saw guys get dropped like hot bricks because they weren't good enough in bed. I saw guys get used for their money, for their cars, for their connections. And whenever a guy tried to stand up for himself, he was decried as a loser. A guy I knew was dumped and then had his car keys taken by his ex girlfriend. She then proceeded to use his car as her own, because she was too poor to afford one herself. He had to sue her to get his keys back, and the police and the courts treated him like he was a stalker. Because a woman had said so.<br><br>After college, I moved up the career ranks. I started making more money, and I started dating more. I thought I was too good looking and too high value for a woman to try and use me. But I was wrong. I've dated a few successful career women now, and that term couldn't be more apt. They were always trying to use me for something. They would try and use me to further their careers, either by using my connections or by dating me because of where I worked. One of my ex girlfriends worked at a startup, and she only started dating me because we were launching a collaboration between our companies. One of my ex girlfriends worked as a photographer, and she only dated me because she wanted to use me as a model. When I caught on to both of these, they both went full borderline on me. They told all of their friends I was a psycho, and I almost lost my job because of one of them. <br><br>I've had women who were total strangers message me on social media, because of my job. One messaged me saying she wanted to explore her sexuality because she'd never been with a guy as hot as me. Another messaged me saying that she was a gold digger who only dated rich guys, and that I fit the bill. <br><br>I've had plenty of relationships that were going well, until the woman got what she wanted. I've had plenty of relationships that were going well, until the woman decided she wanted a "beta" and I wasn't good enough. I've had plenty of women tell me straight up, that I'm a prize for them, that I'm a reward for whatever they've accomplished. I've had plenty of women tell me I'm a status symbol, that I make them look good. I've had plenty of women tell me, I'm not good enough, and that they deserve better.<br><br>After years of this, I'm not even angry anymore. I'm just apathetic. I don't want to date a woman ever again. I don't want to have anything to do with women ever again. I don't want to talk to a woman ever again. And if I had the choice, I would never interact with a woman ever again.