Why do you guys consider yourself blackpilled ?

I’m blackpilled on everything about humans, societal standards, rights, equality etc. But I can still have tomorrow a car crash and die by a drunk driver on the road, I was never destined for anything by the powers of the universe <br><br>Why do you guys consider yourself blackpilled when the most thing that holds you back is your own deep insecurities and weak willpower, you have the power to change your destiny, by being blackpilled I see clearly how hopeless this life and the world is, it's full of meaningless automated humans performing the same routine, back and forth 30-40 years, why are you people blackpilled on your own lives for ? You can do anything you want, have fun, or not have fun, enjoy the meaningless cycle of this thing called life, or not, why do you guys consider yourself blackpilled on this reality for ?