As a black man i have noticed youre all on something.

zero empathy, relentless pursuer of something youre never going to achieve, tired of being oppressed for some fucked up reason, i dont get it, youre people on a whole different level. i know we have our blackpill too but i dont think it could be as addictive as yours.<br><br><br>how do i get off it, i dont like the idea of not having a family, loving a woman and loving my children one day, i can be happy without wealth and i have begun to reach that understanding but i always assumed i would be able to find happiness in love and family, i dont think thats the case anymore, i cant stop thinking about race science, about the beauty of women, about the depravity of my own race, about how you can be a half decent person and still be shunned by you guys because of race. i can never work my way out of this and my only choice is to die.