I slept with my son

I'm a 35 year old woman with a 17 year old son. This only happened last night and it's a long story. Proceed with caution.<br><br>I have been a single mother for almost 3 years. Last night was a tough one for both of us. We had only come home from the funeral of my husband, our father who died of a heart attack last week. My son was a wreck and so was I. I tried my best to calm him down and eventually we both cried. The moment got intense and we hugged and I kissed him. I'm ashamed to say this but I felt a sudden attraction to him. The tears from his eyes were all over his face and his lips were shaking. He was so vulnerable. He also kissed me back. I'm not proud. We kissed passionately. We eventually went to my room and the self control was gone. We had sex. I know this is wrong. I'm ashamed of this. But it only happened once. But...<br><br>I can't believe this but last night was the best night I've had in years. I felt a connection I've never felt before. Even with my husband. I can't explain it. I just want to do it again.