Today was hell

I woke up at 5:30 this morning to process the 8:00 breakfast. I've been working at a restaurant since I was 15 (I'm 23 now). Today was one of the worst I've ever had, I've never felt so low and today I just wanna colour my hair blue, get a tattoo and go steal a car. Basically it's the last straw. I've been working there for about 8 months as a food and beverage attendant (I set up the buffet). <br><br>I'm sick of the incompetent management. My best friend is a full time chef there and she's sick of the poor decision making of the leaders. I'm sick of them hiring temps and expecting us to teach them everything, especially when they have no idea what they are doing. <br><br>I'm sick of the fact that we get no respect, I'm sick of the fact that I've been thrown under the bus for things that aren't my fault. I'm sick of being spoken down to, I'm sick of no one being aloud to ask if I'm okay.<br><br>I'm sick of being called a bitch and a slut by the guests. <br><br>Today one of the guests asked me why I had to move the fruit from one bench to the other and I explained I don't know process and I've only been here 8 months but I think it might be because the colour and not to mention the fact that fruit is just placed on top of other fruit. He yelled at me for the rest of service.<br><br>A lady knocked me to the ground and told me to get out of the way. <br><br>The kitchen staff argue and scream all the time, including management. <br><br>I've never felt so powerless, I'm just sick of it.