i dont like sexual catgirls but i like the idea of catgirls

hybrid females (part human and part feline) have always fascinated me to the point of obsession<br><br>i dont sexualize them although i do find them attractive<br><br>theyre so intelligent, strong and fierce with the physical appearance of a cat<br><br>i love imagining myself as a catgirl, especially the one i created, the one that i imagine myself to be<br><br>i'm so obsessed with catgirls that i use them as a coping mechanism<br><br>i spend hours thinking about them, writing about them, practicing their movements, trying to imagine their sounds and behaviors and adapt to them<br><br>i know it may seem weird but it makes me feel stronger when i'm myself as a catgirl, i feel more in control and more confident<br><br>i even have a routine in which i pretend to hunt and cuddle my catgirl plushies<br><br>i also practice my best "meow" impression and proceed to have conversations with my plushies<br><br>i'm not ashamed of my weird behavior, i know it may seem unreal but it helps me feel better about myself<br><br>so, although i dont like sexual catgirls, i cant imagine living without them in my life