I'm so tired of living in this empty void, literally or spiritually. I want to die but I also want to stay and live.

I'm so tired of feeling numb and invisible. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of living in this void, this empty space where I have no one, literally and spiritually. I'm so tired of this feeling that I'm an outsider no matter where I go. I'm so tired of these moments when I'm alone and I can't think about anything else except death. I'm so tired of thinking only about death and wanting to die, I want to live. But I still feel like this void that never fulfills. I'm so tired of living in this void, this empty space where I have no one, literally and spiritually. I'm so tired of feeling numb and invisible. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of living in this void, this empty space where I have no one, literally and spiritually. I'm so tired of this feeling that I'm an outsider no matter where I go. I'm so tired of these moments when I'm alone and I can't think about anything else except death. I'm so tired of thinking only about death and wanting to die, but I also want to stay and live. I'm so tired of living in this void, this empty space where I have no one, literally and spiritually.