I am a male and I experienced rape as a child.

I am male, and a victim of rape. It occurred to me when I was little, and so I had no idea what was happening. It happened for years. My family found out, and they still haven't done anything about it. I've been forced to talk to a therapist for years. I've been to therapy for a decade now, and it has literally done nothing for me. I've had 4 different therapists, and they all suck. I don't like talking about my feelings, and most of the time, I don't feel any feelings at all. I am a robot now. I used to love my family. Now, I just don't care about them at all. I am really angry at my dad. If he had just listened, then he would have known that this was going on. If he would have taken me to therapy, then I wouldn't have to deal with this shit now. Unfortunately, he didn't. He is the reason I am a walking zombie. I hate him.<br><br>Edit: I'm crying. Thank you to everyone so far. I never cry. I haven't cried in years. Thank you.<br><br>Edit: I'll stop reading these comments. I don't want to cry any more. I'll just stop right here.