Me [m32] and wife [f40] are in kiddo-free hotel room, we have been locked down for 40 days and kiddos are at grandparents. Wife no longer wants to touch my dick and it’s killing me.

We had one year planned trip to Japan and now I am sitting in hotel room where I was supposed to be in late November in the mountains of Japan with my wife and toddler, but now we are at home in a hotel room on the beach. My son is at my parents-in-law and we both miss him like crazy. My wife has changed so much and I miss touching her and her touching me. She used to be all over me and now I have to beg her to kiss me. Even our foreplay is what we used to do to get in mood for sex. Now it’s only lights off missionary and I don’t like it. I want to touch her and I miss touching her. I am so fucking frustrated to be in hotel room with sexy lady and we are not even having sex. This whole thing is so messed up.