This is hard

I am married. I have 2 gorgeous girls. My life is complete. So why do I cry everyday wondering what could’ve been.<br><br>I have been married for over 10 years and it is just a routine, but with no passion. My wife is a good person, and a good mother. Just I would’ve loved to have just been in a relationship where I felt adored, and loved. But it’s not like that now, but I don’t know what else I would do.<br><br>I find myself just longing for what other people have. I just want that love and satisfaction that I know is out there, but I feel I’ve missed out. I know I should just be grateful for what I have, but at the same time I just want to know what it feels like to have a deep love for somebody and to feel adored.<br><br>Sorry. I feel a little better now.