I hope my kids are happy, but I can’t support them any longer.

I’m in a terrible depression and it has gotten to the point where I can’t breathe. I had three kids and felt like I had absolutely failed them. My oldest two kids have been diagnosed with autism and my youngest has ADHD. All three kids are out of control. None of them have any social skills. In fact, my oldest has zero friends. I feel like I have failed him as a parent. My children have pushed me so far beyond my limits. I can’t support them anymore. All my money goes to support my kids and my wife. I couldn’t care less for my kids anymore. I hope my kids will be happy and live good lives. But now I don’t want to have anything to do with them.