went to my ex’s wedding today

I know, I know. I’m a failure. But the 13 year olds here are right. I made a mistake. I might post more soon but I just need to vent for a sec. I got there early and it was very nice. I saw a lot of familiar faces and two of them ended up being fluent in Japanese so we could all have a nice conversation. There were about 14 people I know, 5 of whom I had/have a crush on. But I digress. <br><br>Yui came in not long after and at first I was like damn you look good, but it’s not like I was expecting that to make me feel good. But then I saw her look over at me and soon after I realized the entire wedding party had been staring at me since they got there. <br><br>I was like oh, wow, I’m doing great, I’m looking good. Then I realized Yui was wearing a black veil, the same one she wore at our wedding, and I started to feel disgusted. <br><br>It got even worse as I realized she had put the same makeup and hair as at our wedding as well. And I found out that they’re doing the same style wedding as we did and she’s wearing the same dress. I got up and walked into the rest room and cried for a bit but I came back and saw everyone still staring. She’s still wearing the wedding ring I gave her and she looks really happy. I’m crying a little bit now.