I'm making a lot of money, I'm in great shape, I'm tall, I'm well mannered and successful and I have an affluent family, but I've never had a date yet and I'll never have one.

I'm sick of pretending to be happy to show everyone how smart and self sufficient I am. I'm sick of hiding my loneliness and attacking everyone who I talk to because I am angry at the world for the circumstances I was given. I'm over 160 cm tall and I'm smart and physically healthy and I'm financially secure but none of it matters. I'm not a normal human being and I've never been able to connect with anyone and there's no way I ever will.<br><br>I'm tall, I'm a top 1% athlete in martial arts, I'm smart, I have a great body and I'm rich. I'm a "highly sought after man". In reality I've never been able to get a date and I've been rejected every time I've tried to ask out a girl. I have a good life, great food, great job, I don't lack money and there's no way I ever will. I've worked my whole life to be happy, become successful and I've overcame every obstacle in my way but I've got the emotional stability of a child. No matter how much I work on myself, I will never be a normal human being. I will never have a family of my own, I'll never have a partner to hold in my arms and I'll never have a chance to be loved. I've honestly worked my entire life to be happy and I'm in a position where I could have anything I wanted, but I'll never be a normal person and I'll never be loved.<br><br>I'll have to pretend to be happy for the rest of my life. I'll have to smile and act like I have friends and connections with others as I compare myself with the people I see who have real relationships and friendships. I'll never be in a relationship, I'll never have a partner to hold, I'll never have a wife and I'll never have a family. I'll never have a job where there's a chance that I'll make friends or find a partner. I'm already very successful and I'm already rich, but none of that means anything because I'll never be a functional human being. I will always be a lonely, socially isolated man who is afraid to talk to strangers and I'll be forever alone. I've tried for my entire life, I've overcome every obstacle and I'm one of the most successful people you'll ever meet but none of it matters, because I'm a socially isolated, lonely, broken man.