I don't know what to do

Hello all. I am having a really frustrating time right now and I am having a hard time understanding how to improve my life.<br><br>Last year I got a job as a librarian. I was excited. I love reading and books and I thought it would be a great time. I've always been really introverted and I thought it would be a great fit as it was mostly quiet and I am surrounded by books. The problem is that it is 45 minutes away from my house and I feel really overwhelmed by my commute. I am 38 years old and don't own a car. I don't know how to drive. So I spend hours on a bus 5 days a week. I don't make much money as a librarian and I am really sad. I don't know what to do. I love books, but I feel really overwhelmed by my commute. I don't know if I can learn to drive at this point. I would need to save money for driving school.<br><br>I don't know what to do with my life right now. <br><br>*TLDR:* I love books, but I feel really overwhelmed by my commute as a librarian. I don't know if I can learn to drive at this point. I would need to save money for driving school.