I’m feeling lonely..

I hope it’s not the wrong sub to post this in, but I don’t really know where else to go..<br><br>.. I’m feeling really lonely and I know it’s just a part of being a grownup but I’m just tired of it. I have a few good friends but they’re all really occupied with their own family..<br><br>I’m a 32 year old single mom to a 4 year old. I don’t really get to go to the bar or out with friends, or to anything I want to do anymore because my time isn’t my own anymore, and I knew that would be the case. But sometimes it’s really hard. <br><br>My family lives in a different state and my sons dad doesn’t communicate with us much anymore, so I don’t have any help..<br><br>I didn’t really have a great childhood or family, and I was bullied a lot in school, so I don’t really have a solid sense of self worth or support.. I’ve worked on that a lot but it’s hard when it seems like everyone else has that and I don’t.<br><br>Sorry for the ramble.. I’m just feeling very lonely and lost tonight, and like I don’t know where to go or what to do about it.