I can’t stop thinking about shoplifting even when I’m doing it

This past year I’ve been doing shoplifting for survival purpose, at least 3 times a week. I know it’s so wrong and sooner or later it’s gonna be my downfall, but sometimes I can’t stop thinking about shoplifting event when I’m doing it, it’s like a constant thoughts playing on my mind, whenever I’m inside a store or any place where there’s a lot of food and other people, it’s really distracting and makes me feel guilty.<br><br>I don’t know how tocontrol it, it’s like an obsessive thoughts and it makes me feel really bad cos I know it’s wrong, I’ve been to the church for help, but it’s still there, that thoughts, it drives me crazy, I just feel really bad, especially when I’m thinking about it when I’m doing it, it’s like a reminder, and it’s really fuckin annoying<br><br>What should I do?