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When i was 18, i started to seriously consider the decision that children are not for me. but I love kids! I love how innocent and curious they are! I love their imagination and their energy. <br><br>ideas ideas ideas <br><br>I thought of that as my own.<br><br>The day i thought up the idea that I never have to make a bed bigger than a twin ever, it felt so good.<br><br>The day i thought of how much money I will save when i am 60 +, it felt so good. <br><br>The day i thought of how i don’t have to love anyone more than myself, it felt so good. <br><br>The day i thought of how i can spring out of bed every morning and not have to rush into anyone else’s room, spring their door open, and yell “IT’S TIME TO GET UP WE HAVE TO GET READY TO GO TO SCHOOL!”, it felt so good. <br><br>The day i thought of how no one else’s school problems, no one else’s problems, no one else’s bad behavior will ever be on me, it felt so good. <br><br>The day I thought of how i don’t have to shield a child from the news, it felt so good. <br><br>The day i thought of how i don’t have to explain how the world came to be and what we don’t know about it, it felt so good. <br><br>The day i thought of how i can love myself and myself only, it felt so good. <br><br>The day I thought of how i don’t have to shield a child from something as bad as child abduction, it felt so good. <br><br>ideas ideasideasideas<br><br>ideas spring to my head everyday. <br><br>Ideas like:<br><br>I don’t have to think about anyone else. <br><br>I don’t have to explain death yet. <br><br>I don’t have to read a bedtime story and sing a bedtime song every night. <br><br>I don’t have to buy a carseat. <br><br>I don’t have to put a carseat in my car. <br><br>I don’t have to figure out how to install a carseat. <br><br>Ideas like:<br><br>When i am 60, i am going to go on a trip to Europe. <br><br>ideasideasideasideas<br><br>ideas ideas ideas<br><br>I can do anything i want, and no kid is ever going to stop me. <br><br>ideas ideas ideas<br><br>I love my life. <br><br>ideas ideas ideas<br><br>I love not having children. <br><br>ideas ideas ideas<br><br>I love the idea of not having children. <br><br>ideas ideas ideas.<br><br>I love the idea of freedom. <br><br>ideas ideas ideas.<br><br>edit: i don’t want to censor anyone, so i am not going to respond to negative comments. That’s all. :)