My God I wish I had never touched Xanax

I didn’t even like the high. I didn’t choose to be a xanax abuser. I was prescribed the crap and abused it without even realizing I was doing so. I didn’t even enjoy the stupid high is my point. If it was heroin I would have expected to be a heroin abuser. If it was alcohol, I would expect to abuse alcohol. Not stupid xanax. But I didn’t choose that. I was prescribed it and it ruined my life. I can’t stop taking it. I haven’t been able to function off of it since 2006. I am so angry God, I hate this Goddamn drug so much. Goddamn benzo’s. <br><br>EDIT: God I didn’t know this many people had the same problems I do. Benzola’s are EVIL. I feel you all. Please keep sharing your stories.