I found my little brother dead in the tub.

His eulogy is in the comments. <br>My little brother took his last hit of heroin two days ago. I found him in the tub and got him out, did CPR, and stabbed his heart with a shot of narcan. Nothing worked. I watched him go cold. I have done heroin, and does that make me feel guilty? Yeah, I don’t want to touch the stuff ever again, and I never will. <br><br>If you are still using drugs, I am not judging you, and neither should anyone else. I love all of you. Please get clean, I beg of you. I don’t want this to happen to anyone else, I don’t want you to go through what I have gone through, and I don’t want your family to feel how I feel now. Go get clean, and stay clean. <br><br>I understand that I am on a website for drug use, and this may be strange, but I need to say this. I am begging you to get clean. <br><br>My brother was the most loving person in the world, and he struggled with addiction for years. He was gonna get clean, but it didn’t work out. He was the most kind-hearted person I have ever met, and after years of struggling with heroin and meth, took his last hit two days ago. <br><br>I love my brother with all of my heart, and I will never let go of him. I am gonna miss him so badly, but he will always be with me, and he will always be in my thoughts. He was the most interesting and fun person I have ever met, he was so smart, he had so much knowledge, and he was so loving. <br><br>I love my brother.