I've gained 22 pounds since last year. I have gained 14 pounds since June. Good job.

My first weigh in was 185 pounds on June 22nd of previous year. This morning, I weighed myself and now I am 207 pounds. Nine months ago, I started going to the gym and put myself on a diet. I have gained 25 pounds in nine months. Nine months ago, I could not walk a mile and have full coordination with my legs. I could not run. I could not think straight. I was working out 2 hours a day and 7 days a week at a gym. I rode a treadmill for an hour. I have started some strength training. I was starting to feel completely better. I got a job two months ago. I stopped going to the gym. I have been eating more. I am not working out. I have gained 14 pounds in two months. I am not lazy. I do not have time. I am very tired after work. <br><br>A year ago, I was 185 pounds. I could not walk. I thought my legs completely gave out. I felt like I was going to die. I was tired all of the time. I was 22 years old. I was very out of breath. I had a hard time walking. I had a hard time breathing. I am almost 23 now. I am 207 pounds. I do not have time to work out. I could not afford to lose my job. I am close to how I was last year. I have gained 25 pounds in nine months. I have gained 14 pounds in two months. <br><br>I am not full. I can always eat more. I can always eat late at night. I can always eat more fast food. I like food. Food tastes good and it is fun to eat. I can eat as much as I want. I can eat breakfast and dessert at the same time. I can eat ice cream and candy. I can eat pizza and burgers. I can eat whatever and whenever I want to. I can eat fast food. I can order delivery. I can do whatever I want to. I am a grown adult.<br><br>Time to stop exercising. Time to stop working out. Time to stop eating healthy. Time to stop trying. Time to stop dieting. Time to give up. I am close to how I was. It does not matter if I exercise or not. It does not matter what I think. I am 207 pounds. I am over 200 pounds. I do not care. I think that my legs are still there even though I have gained weight lately. I can walk. I can run. I can work. I can go to the gym if I want to. I do not want to go to the gym. I have to go to work. So I go to work. I do not care about my weight. I am 25 pounds heavier now than I was nine months ago. I am not going to stop eating. I am not going to stop drinking soda. I am not going to stop eating fast food. I am not going to stop eating candy. <br><br>I am not going to work out. I am not going to lose weight. I am not going to put myself on a diet. I am going to go to work. I am going to try harder at work. I am not going to work out. I am not going to go to the gym. I am not going to eat healthy. I am not going to eat fruits and vegetables. I am going to eat whatever I want. I am going to eat whenever I want. I am going to eat a lot. I am going to eat more.