Hey guys I partake in gay zoophilia content, I want a sex change but I don't want to be a woman

I'm not sure how to go about this but I know I can tell you all here. I've known about myself being trans partaking in gay zoophilia content for a while now but I don't think I've figured out my gender yet. I've tried going as a woman partaking in gay zoophilia content and I didn't feel comfortable I feel like I should have my sex changed but partake in gay zoophilia content I don't think I want to be a woman though. Any advice would help or should I just stay the way I am and continue partaking in gay zoophilia content as a partaker in gay zoophilia content as a man.