I really want to be happy, but i don’t know if it’s possible for me.

I’ve always felt and been told I’m not good looking enough to find a man to love and marry me. I don’t have much confidence or ambition. No one has ever tried anything romantic on me. I don’t know how to have and maintain friendships or relationships. I just feel like i don’t have the capabilities to even try to put myself out there. I really want someone to spend and share my life with but I’m afraid to try and don’t know or believe it would work out.<br><br>Edit: this has been very helpful. I really appreciate all the positive and constructive comments.