I am 23 years old and can’t leave my bed for work unless I smoke weed. I feel guilty all the time. Please help
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I am a graduate of computer science and have 3 years of work experience, 23y male. <br><br>I was doing great in my job 2 years ago but since then I have developed a sickening dependency on weed just to function. <br><br>I used to be a gym rat, and in general like to leave the house but now I can’t do anything because I am so fucking anxious and worried. I can’t even walk my dog.<br><br>The only way I can change my clothes and actually go to work is if I am high. I change my clothes and leave before its starts to hit me. <br><br>When I am sober I can’t even function. I feel so anxious and worried. I feel no energy, its like my bones are hollow and I am constantly stressed. I feel no energy when I am sober.<br><br>I feel really guilty and I know this isn’t healthy. I am not a smoker and I do not enjoy weed.<br><br>I have no energy to do anything so I know I can’t quit weed right now, but how do I stop smoking weed? I want to be able to function like I used to but I honestly am so fucking tired and can’t leave my bed when I am sober.<br><br>I can’t even open my laptop to do work when I am sober because I feel so tired.<br><br>I want to feel normal again. I don’t want to be a weed smoker.<br><br>How do I get my energy back?<br><br>How do I not feel tired all the time?<br><br>I need help.
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