Hi I'm asian and I've been overweight my whole life

I've always been overweight, and when I stopped gaining I settled in at 250lbs.<br><br>Now when I was kid I assumed for sure I was over 300lbs but upon double checking my weight history I was always under 250lbs.<br><br>I'm asian and overweight, I have a fat belly, and my face is no exception. I'm well aware that my face, hair and body is ugly.<br><br>I was always bullied as a kid, I got asian racism and fat racism.<br><br>I was always bullied in school, people said I was ugly.<br><br>I'm not going to lie I got asian racism from whites and blacks and hispanics and I also got fat racism from everyone.<br><br>I'm asian and I'm fat and ugly and I'm aware I will never have a chance in life.<br><br>I'm sorry lol I'm doing this but I don't have anyone to tell this to lol because I'm asian and fat so people just bully me and treat me poorly.<br><br>I don't want any pity and I'm not posting this for sympathy. <br><br>I just want to let it all out.<br><br>I'm sorry I'm asian and I'm fat and ugly and I'm aware I will never have a chance in life.<br><br>I'm not mad lol I just want to keep it real.<br><br>I'm not mad at people for bullying me because I'm aware I'm just a fat ugly poor asian boy that no one would ever be interested in.<br><br>I'm sorry I can't be more attractive.<br><br>I can't because I'm just ugly lol, I don't want any pity.<br><br>I'm not mad and I accepted it.<br><br>I knew I was less than other people since I was a kid.<br><br>I'm sorry for this post again.<br><br>It's not your fault I'm ugly and fat.<br><br>I'm sorry I'm ugly.