My son wants to see my breasts (in a non sexual way)

I have been a stay at home for my kids the last five years. My daughter came first and then my son when she was 4 years old. I breastfed my daughter for 3 years and my son for 2 years. My daughter gave up on her own and my son I encouraged him to stop at 2 years. He was only nursing 1-2 times a day by this point. <br><br>The first time I stopped pumping and nursing my son was when I was 4 months pregnant with my second baby. My son was 2 - a very very verbal 2 year old. My son caught me pumping and i explained to him why i was pumping because his baby brother or sister (my son was convinced he was getting a baby sister) would need to eat my milk. He was fascinated by my pump, breasts and the milk. My son was fascinated by all of this. I encouraged him to touch my breasts and watch me pump. Later I would nurse my son first and then pump, so i had less milk for the baby. My son was delighted with my breasts and the milk. This was maybe 1-2 times a day. My son continued to nurse until he was 2.5 years old. <br><br>When my son was 2 i had a miscarriage, he was sad but moved on very quickly, within a day he was his old self. My son never had much problems with the fact that i was pumping for a baby i lost. It was as if he knew that i pumped for a baby before, but there wasn’t a baby to give the milk to, but he was getting the milk and that gave him a special connection to me that his sister never had. <br><br>When my daughter was little, I nursed her in our bed. It was the most convenient thing. However when my son came along, he wasn’t happy when i nursed in bed. He would come in our bed and won’t let me nurse him there anymore. He wanted me to nurse him in the glider. He would watch a movie in the nursery and nurse. My son didn’t like i was nursing in the bed, because he didn’t want to share his special time with me with daddy. i continued to nurse him for another 6 months after that. <br><br>When my son was 5, he started to watch YouTube videos with me pumping and nursing i showed him videos of me nursing him when he was a baby and he was delighted. He loved the fact that he could watch these videos and relate to them. At this point i was still pumping and nursing our baby. My son loved to watch me nurse the baby. We would nurse together and watch movies. My son loved these times with me. My son would watch other videos of women nursing and pumping and he would ask me questions, I would answer all of his questions, i encouraged him to ask me questions. <br><br>My son is 7 now, he is very smart, he wants to see my breasts all the time. He has been begging me to show them to him. He has only seen them when he nursed, but i have only nursed him a handful of times in the last 3-4 years. I let him see them sometimes, i am open with my son. He knows that he doesn’t have the right to see my breasts, but he can ask me to see them i might say yes or no. My son knows that i don’t owe him anything and he needs to respect me. My son knows that breasts are for feeding babies and he is not a baby. My son loves babies and he is very fascinated by them, but he knows he is not a baby. It’s not uncommon for him to ask me to see my breasts, and he never asks to suck them. He knows that he is too big to nurse and he knows that he is not a baby. He is fascinated by them, it’s his way of bonding with me. <br><br>My son has seen my breasts thousands of times. He knows what my breasts look like. He knows that they are not the same as they were when he was a baby, they are deflated a little and are smaller. He knows that my breasts will continue to change as i age. My son is fascinated by how my breasts have changed since he was a baby, but he loves them the same. He loves how they look and he knows that they are for babies. He knows that he can see them sometimes, but he can’t touch them, nor suck them. My son has seen my breasts more than a normal 7 year old, but he doesn’t see them in a sexual way. He sees them as a way to connect with me and to know that he is the most important person.