I (f27) acted like a total asshole to my bf (m31) and I don’t know how to make it better.

It was my boyfriend’s birthday over the weekend and I fucked up. <br><br>A little back story: We have been together for 3 years and living together for 1. I’m 27 and he’s 31. I’m pregnant with our first child. I have a 13 year old daughter that he helped raise.<br><br>For his birthday I planned for us to visit his best friend out of town. We were going to spend the weekend. Before we left I told him to clean up the kitchen because the baby was starting to get into things and it’s bad habit to have dirty dishes out. He said ok and I left to pick up my daughter from school.<br><br>When I got home he had not done anything and I completely snapped. I yelled at him and called him names and complained that he never does anything and I’m tired of being treated like his maid. I have been trying to clean the house because I want it cleaned before the baby comes and I feel like he’s not doing anything. By the time I finished yelling at him he was crying and refusing to come on the trip. I realized I over reacted and tried to apologize and explain to him I’m sorry and that I just don’t feel good and I haven’t been sleeping and I think it’s affecting me. He barely talked to me the rest of the trip and his friend even noticed a difference.<br><br>I don’t know what to do. How do I fix this? I don’t want him to think of me as a bitch. I feel bad I called him terrible names.