do you think there's a high rate of suicidal tendencies among channers?

i mean i'm a channer with suicidal tendencies and i know a few other channers with suicidal tendencies... i've been feeling really awful about black people lately and it's driven me away from any media produced in the US. i mean, if i had access to better mental health services then i'd probably do it. my mum's insurance is pretty comprehensive, but i'd rather die than disappoint her. <br><br>i'm black btw